the quiet after the storm

i woke up this morning after a bad bad night, and the sun exploded into my bedroom. it's summer in london! just wrote a final email to someone ending a situation that has gone on for too long. feeling very calm now that a decision has been made. this should be a learning experience for me, but i fear that procrastinating and the thinking that *everything will sort itself out* will stay with me for a while yet. people don't change their personalities, rather, they learn and adapt. i'm the eternal intern in the school of life. o well, it's a beautiful sunny day...